old

Posted: May 7, 2012 in otiose
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I feel old today for no apparent reason, and not in the usual detached way.
I just feel old in that ugly, negative, useless way.

It’s abnormal for me to care, because I’ve never partaken in youth culture…even when I was 15 or 21.
I’ve just never cared much, opting to read in my room or collect and grow as many variations of coleus as possible
instead of sneaking out of my parents house as a kid or going to the bars during college.

I’ve been out of college for four years…doing nothing…working with migrant workers and 16-year-olds that think they’re amazing.

Fuck.

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